Merawala Gaana..


Love introduced me to poems and songs. It taught me to delve beyond the beautiful facade of music and listen to the lyrics, to understand the meaning conveyed and to catch the lack of it. Different stages of life and love have given me different theme songs to remember them by. I will go in a chronological order.

1.      Pyaar mujhse jo kiya tumne (Saath Saath)
Second thoughts of an infatuation.. Self doubt.. Trying to glorify one’s shortcomings for more than they were worth.. This is a one of a kind gem by Javed Akhtar..
Ek main kya? abhi ayenge diwane kitne,
Aur gunjengi mohabbat ke taraane kitne,
Zindagi tumko sunaaegi fasane kitne,
Kyon samajhti ho, mujhe bhool nahin paogi?
Pyaar mujhse jo kiya tumne, to kya paogi..

2.       Tumse milke, aisa laga tumse milke (Parinda)
This classic from Parinda was the first song that I ever sang to a girl. She loved me in spite of my singing abilities. Maybe she liked the song so much; maybe she took pity on me. But this song is and will always be close to my heart.
Mere sanam, teri kasam.. chhodenge ab na ye haath..
Yeh zindagi guzregi ab, humdum tumhare hi saath..
Apna yeh vaada raha, tumse na honge judaa..

3.       Kehna hai, Kehna hai (Padosan)
Constant reiteration of a love already solemnized. A very apt song to sing when you have that special someone’s hands in your hand..
Kabse.. dilne mere.. maan liya hai.. tumko apna..
Aankhen meri dekh rahi hain, jaagte sote ye sapna..
Mere gale me daal rahe ho, tum bahon ka haar...
Tum hi to laayi ho jeevan me mere.. pyaar.. pyaar.. pyaar..

4.       Jag jaa ri gudiya (Omkara)
Ah those wonderful idyllic afternoons where the college was bunked and the time whiled away in the close embrace of each other.Nothing to do but close the eyes and hum the words of a forgotten song..
Jo chahe le lo, Dashrath ka vaada
nainon se kholo ji raina
o ri raani, gudiyaa,
jag jaa, ari jag ja, mui jag ja..

5.       Tadap tadapke is dil se.. (Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam)
The song conveys everything there is to be conveyed through its anger, frustration and disillusionment.
Tadap tadap ke is dil se aah nikalti rahi
Mujhko sazaa di pyaar ki, aisa kya gunaah kiya?

6.       Seene me jalan (Gaman)
Ramblings of an empty heart..
kyaa koi nayee baat, nazar aati hain hum me?
aaina humei dekh ke hairaan saa kyon hain ?

7.       Tum pukaar lo (Khamoshi)
A constant companion of a sleepless night. A plead for a call that was never answered.
Honth pe liye hue, dil ki baat hum..
Jaagte rahenge aur kitni raat hum...
Mukhtsar si baat hai, tumse pyaar hai..
Tumhaara intezaar hai..

8.       Chalo ik baar phir se (Gumraah)
A song that I had always heard but never listened to, until a very dear friend of mine quoted a line from the song to ease the pain of the writhing heart. Thank you! You know who you are.. I don’t feel the need to quote your name..
Woh afsaana jise anjaam tak laana na ho mumkin,
Use ek khoobsoorat mod dekar chhodna achchha
Chalo ek baar phir se..


So.. There you are! An eight song compilation that is sure to make me nostalgic.. Now and forever..

Addendum: I revisited this blog on 21st June 2019 to see if I can add or remove anything from the list. I could still add and make this list longer... But I would definitely not be able to remove anything from the existing list... That's the thing about songs... You think you've forgotten them because you haven't heard them in a long time... but then, when you do... You still love them the same... they still invoke the same reactions from within... It is like meeting your childhood crush all over again.. Can we really outgrow the songs we love?

Confessions from an indulgent weekend

Aah! Blogging after a long time! Happy to report that I have something to report! This is the story of the weekend of May 28-29, 2011. It goes something like this.

May 28, 2011, Saturday, 9:30 am: Since school, my weekends have always started on Saturday mornings.. Sometimes they even started on Friday nights.. But nowadays, things are a little different.. Its a beautiful Saturday morning, and I’m in office. I changed jobs about 10 months back.. So you can say that I have a solid experience of wasting away close 40 of my Saturdays in office.. but I’ve still not gotten used to the idea..

May 28, 2011, Saturday, 11:30 am: My first yawn of the day! 5 hrs ahead of the usual schedule! Its going to be a long day..

May 28, 2011, Saturday, 1:30 pm: Fuel for the stomach is fuel for more sleep.. Made the huge mistake of going a Gujarati thali for lunch... Hotel Jay Gurudev... Mere sukh, dukh aur bhook ka saathi since 2005... 60 bucks, unlimited food, bliss.. came back... slept..

May 28, 2011, Saturday, 3:30 pm: woke up from a peaceful open-eyed nap... realised that I’ll have to finish off this copy work that I’d been working on since 2 days... Got to work... six hrs after reaching office... Dont smirk! This was one of those better days!

May 28, 2011, Saturday, 6:45 pm: 15 minutes to go..

May 28, 2011, Saturday, 6:56 am: four minutes to go.. started my everyday post-office psyche up session with “Dhinkachika” song... Salman bhai rock..

May 28, 2011, Saturday, 7:01 am: got late by a minute.. email servers have this irritating habit of clogging up just when you have to send an important mail and get out... 2 MB ke forwards bhejo... instantly chale jayenge... 156kb ka word file bhejo... send/receive... send/receive..send/receive..

May 28, 2011, Saturday, 7:30 pm: Reached Barista.. Familiar faces.. second home.. felt like the first.. and the ‘Ek Ratriya Yojana’ planning starts..

May 28, 2011, Saturday, 7:32 pm: The quickest ‘Ek Ratriya Yojana’ ever! Couple of cans of ‘juice’ and 2 bottles of ‘water’.. Life set hai!... Jugaad kaam chalu..

May 28, 2011, Saturday, 8:30 pm: Slight change of plans.. Need to incorporate Hangover part 2 before the real Hangover.. *Please ticket na mile*.. *Please ticket na mile*..... Ticket mil gaya... Damn!!

May 28, 2011, Saturday, 10:30 pm: “oye! 9 o’clock!!  Check out that white skirt!!”... “oye! 3 o’clock!! Kya smile hai yaar!!”... “oye!! Jaldi chalo Vicco Vajradanti ka ad miss ho jaega!!”

May 28, 2011, Saturday, 10:46 pm: “Vicco turmeric, nahin cosmetic.. Vicco turmeric ayurvedic cream”..  

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 12:30 am: Hangover 1 was much better than Hangover 2... Part of the reason for the disappointment was also that each additional minute I spent in the theatre.. was one minute less with my ‘juice’ and ‘water’... “Oye! 6 o’clock!! That white skirt is getting into that car! Woh ladke ko dekha?? Languur huur le gaya!  Shit!”

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 1:30 am: Water! Wonderful water.. served best with a couple of cubes of ice and cold drink.... waah waah!!

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 3:30 am: “Kisi nazar ko tera intezaar aaj bhi hai... kahaan ho tum ke ye dil, bekarar aaj bhi hai”

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 4:00 am: Incessant ramblings on inconsequential topics like meaning of love, life and love-life... followed by inconsolable pangs of guilt conscience and self-pity..

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 4:30 am: “Main bhatakta hi raha, dard ke viraane me.. waqt likhta raha chehre pe har pal ka hisaab.. meri shoharat mere diwangi ni nazar hui.. pii gayi mai ki botal mere geeton ki kitaab.. aaj lauta hoon to hasne ki adaa bhool gaya.. yeh sheher bhula mujhe, main bhi ise bhool gaya.. Mere apne mere hone ki nishaani maange... aaina mujhse meri pehle si surat maange..”

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 5:10 am: “Ab so ke kya karna hai yaar?! Apne 5:30 ke aas paas chai peene jaate hain..”

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 5:30 am: “abbey hath na yaar!! Sone de”

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 10:30 am: “Murthi! Uthh!! Chal chaai peeke aate hain!!”

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 11:30 am: “Main sach bol raha hoon yaar! ‘juice’ me kuch to locha tha!! Bahut sir dard kar.. Augggghhhhh!!!!”

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 1:00 pm: “Augggghhhhh!!! Damn!”

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 4:30 pm: Must.. wake.. up... cant.. waste.. the.. whole.. Sunday.. like.. this.. Haven’t eaten all day... kahaan jaun?... Barista... but first let me do some shopping... why?.. Why not??!!

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 7:30 pm: Aaah! Nothing like coming to Barista after a round of unnecessary shopping of clothes.. koi jaana pehchana dikh raha hai?... “Oh!! Hi!! *iska naam kya hai* Bas yaar chal raha hai.. *array iska naam kya hai*... oh!! Pukka milte hain.. i’ll give you a call when during the week *Ghanta!! Naam to yaad hai nahin, call kya karega?*... Bye!!”

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 9:30 pm: “Chal Tandoor jaate hain... bahot time hua... long drive bhi ho jaaega”

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 9:45 pm: Bullet Classic 500 is a huge distraction on the road! Kya pick up hai yaar! *note to self: apni 350 ko mechanic ke paas leke jaa!”

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 10:30 pm: Sab saale ‘juice’ peeke aaye hain yahaan pe! But khaana sasta hai..

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 11:15 pm: Chal yaar.. nikalte hain... abhi niklenge to 12 baje tak ghar pahuchenge..

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 11:20 pm: “Array Murthi, peeche ke tyre me hava kam hai kya?”... “Shit”..

May 29, 2011, Sunday, 1:30 am: Home sweet Home! Murthism to self: “sometimes the only things that make an event worth remembering, are the things that go wrong.. terribly wrong!”